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Well, since last september I just
looked at him in away. This mounth I tried to contact him with some reason.
Hahaha...I thought it gonna be well at first. And...that’s right it was very
well chatt but...for some reason that I asked. Then, my business done and he
gone. But...just for a while. He made a chatt first for another reason. This is
called unlogic mind, soooo happy (me). Oh My God ! I could not express
my....yeah you know. Hahaha
Day by day we chatted. And...we
met. We talked about this and that. Joke about this and that. Then, we had a
dinner. Talked again, joke again. Well, I guess that was I need, “close friend”.
Hahah...yeah you right! why should I make “..”? You got it. I am getting think about my age. If you don’t
know, in my country a women marry at 25 years old, average. Yeah... You got it
again. I suppose to not become friend but close friend at this age. Hahaha..that’s
forced. So I tried to find some information about him in social media, his
attitude, his style, his conversation etc. I made a conclusion about this and
that. But...there is something I curious, his "life". For some reason, I supposed to don’t wanna know
until last night. My curious is higher and I asked him then he gave me a clue.
I tried to find and I got it. The result is WOW then Oh My God ....hahahaha.
Not my sunbae, not my chingu, but dongsaeng. Yes, you're right that is not important to
make a relationship with someone, but just become friend not more. Ahh...I am
falling down. How could this happen to me??? I always think that sunbae but
dongsaeng in reality. Ohhh...it doesn’t make sense to make closer. He is too young for me. He has a something
that he want to achieve. That is what I think about. Yeah...you are right that I am too
fast to make a conclusion about it, too early. I guess now that he just want to
make a friend but I am not, at this age. This is bad when they want to make a
friend but you always feel interest in them for another reasons. Hehehehe....So
I try to not make a distance but a boundary. I should not to pass, him too.
hahaha
Well, this is my life. This is my
own way. This is my world and I suppose to be great and happy next chapter
