Sometimes I feel so hipper. People bought something new and I had to get one new but more blink. Sometimes I was not suppose that heart disease will be started. I started to think...Ah this is not good for me....ah it can destroy my heart bell (seems ring when you will do some mistake)...Ah you have to stop....where was the real me...So I begin to release it. I don't know why I fell in my own mind. I don't know what it is but I feel I can imagine it so easy. When people talk or share or say about everything to me I can imagine. Whole my life I imagine to be someone like that, get a job like that, get a relationship with someone like that, get everything that I want and blah blah blah. A moment ago I finished watching a movie or drama, and I started to make a dialogue with myself in my head. My role as her (in movie or drama that I watched). I make a scenario in my head spontantly. Sometimes I ask to myself....what are doing?...why you like this?....you want to be a writer or something like that....come on out of this...get up and do some changing....move.....Aghhh MICHII GO !!! I guess it is OK when you imagine something. But I supposed to little not over because I live in real world. WAKE UP and LOOK YOUR WORLD...create your own world to get good story that make some reader to cheer you up spontantly. Hehehe.....ganbate !!!
NB : sorry if my english is messy
